a little wasted, a little high, a little promiscuous: all the time Casi

Yes, tis true I have have decided to start up my blog again. I really have no clue where to begin. I'll just spill everything, i guess.

Starting school again was a little bitter sweet for me. I wanted to see my friends again but i also wanted to avoid a very awkward situation. (Imagine that, me in an awkward situation. Ha!) This awkward situation goes back to May. I believe I blogged about this night. Anyway a decision was made and someone didn't follow through. This resulted in zero speaking and zero eye contact. This is especially hard to do when all of your friends are also his friends. We recently got better. We are talking again. Not about the situation, but other things. One step at a time.

Oh yes, my roommates. Katy, Allegra, and Bianca make my life. Katy and Legs are my sisters and last week Bianca became one of our sisters as well. A whole room full of Alpha Chi's. Everything started well enough, but then some true colors started to show. Particularly from Katy. I love this girl to death but she is a slob. Of the two chores she has to do, she has done nothing. And her partying has gotten out of control. Don't get me wrong, I like to go out and have a good time and a do screw up from time to time, but I don't make a habit of it and I'm considerate to the people I live with. This girl checks consideration at the door and brings everything else in with her. It's just so frustrating. But I'll leave it at that.

Boys. Just last night, I actually sacrificed a potential hookup to stay with two very drunk, very out of control friends. I am a goddess. I've only hooked up with one boy since being back and he wasn't really good. I don't know if it was because he was drunk or what but I'll never do that again with him. Oh yeah, did i mention that he is in a frat?? And in this frat part of there chapter meeting is dedicated to who they hooked up with the previous weekend. Guess who got a shout out at chapter one Thursday. Which is probably another good reason why boy from May never made eye contact with me. I am obviously still single.

I really am very happy to be back, awkwardness and all. I'm glad that through all of this I have managed to stay myself although I feel as if everything is going to change very soon. That's completely fine with me because I do love a challenge.

...and the music played on.