Filler Post

So, it has been a week since my last post and lots has happened since then.

I have been doing some soul searching which is perfect when you feel a bit lost. I don't think that I'm actually losing myself, I don't think that I have ever truly known myself...
That sounds silly. I'm Casi, I like musical theatre, and I have a weakness for musicians. There has to be more than that. What is it that makes me tick? Once again this is silly...
But really?? What is it with me?
I'm Casi, I like musical theatre, i have a weakness for musicians, and i tend to have awkward and quirky idiosyncrasies.
This is very true. I'm not "cool" but i do have a good amount of confidence stored up in me. I'm a performer for crying out loud. I just lack some of the social graces that are necessary to not freak people out.
I don't what it is exactly with me. I shall figure it out one day ( soon i hope). I just find it very weird that I have had this personality for 18 years and i still can't figure it out. Nothing has really changed or challenged me in 18 years. It's almost like I haven't been living, but merely existing.
...and the music played on