Becoming the Center

I don't know where to begin. I am so full of emotion right now. I go from calm and not not caring to my world crashing and burning all within 30 seconds. I put up a front. You all should know this by now. I'm not one for sharing emotions. The problem with me always having this facade is that I am now often overlooked by others. When go to people asking for advice, practically begging for it, my problems all of a sudden don't matter. All of a sudden the problem that did belong to me has been turned into your problem. You have now become the center here and my feelings and emotions and every fucking thing else is getting overlooked. The bigger picture here is being ignored by mostly everyone. I'm not saying that this is definitely happening but that's how I am feeling. If you want to know how my life going here it is: it sucks, I am so emotionally drained by by shit that has been happening and I'm so beyond tired of people saying sorry to me. Don't say sorry, do something about it. I've tried and I've exhausted all of my resources. I no longer know what to do. I thought I had it figured out, but I was wrong. So much for you caring.

...and the music played on.